Thursday, April 29, 2010

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

feeling pathetic

"I wish I had the guts to walk away from what we had. But I can't...
Because I know you wouldn't come after me and that's what hurts the most."

" I dont know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too. "

"Don't hold to anger, hurt or pain. They steal your energy and keep you from love."

"When you feel like falling down, don't give up. Try again"

"For what is a Rose without a Baby's Breath? Is it not 'incomplete' "

"It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you"

"Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before."

"Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. "

"As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you."

"I always knew I'd look back on the days I cried and laugh, but I never thought I'd look back on the days I laughed and cry."

that is enough for now, I am going to crawl into bed and try to stop thinking.
you are bitter and angry and who knows when you'll see me the same again.

I have karma do not deny it.

maybe I should disappear, not you.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Monday, April 26, 2010

Oh God

it's gone.

wondering

maybe it is too late. I messed everything up. I tamed the beast, but I destroyed the person. God I am horrible, aren't I? I'll wait, but maybe things won't change and I am just not accepting that. I really did mess everything up. I never thought this would be our demise. I never thought we would have one.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

lifestyle

poppin' Benadryl to pass the time...

Friday, April 23, 2010

A good woman will pick you apart
a box full of suggestions for your possible heart
But you may be offended, and you may be afraid
but don't walk away, don't walk away

Sunday, April 4, 2010

AJ&V


And it took bites
Out of her insides
Till she was just a hollow shell.