this is the hardest choice I have had to make. You're going to hate me, but in the end I hope you thank me.

Ray Lamontagne- For the Summer

So don't think that I'm pushing you away
When you're the one that I've kept closest

you cut me real deep

we both don't see what has happened to us

we both can see it clearly

I'll never understand

you will never understand

hey, jealousy

my funny valentine

there is so much in my head screaming and screaming and do you really want to hear it all? Is that what you want?

Do you run when things get tough?

Do you run when you're scared?

What happened to both of us being scared? Aren't we both scared? No running. No more running

like animal collective says it, continuously, no more running

our lips are magnets, our bodies as well

just a continual sinking feeling

I just want to hear you say it...

procrastination

at its finest.

writing a paper. I got about 8 hours. I sure hope I can do this.

Communication is nice.

Boxing ring.

War. All of the time.

I guess I have allergies? I want to take a benadryl but I gotta get this paper done then finish my school work for Wednesday. Can it be the weekend already? I feel like I am spent already for the week.

I don't know what is going to happen. I don't know how often these talks will occur, I like them, they hurt, they feel good, the confuse, they clarify. I can tell you more and you don't just walk out of the room.

I just can think of a lot of songs to describe my mood, but, I choose not to listen to them.

these fucking allergies holy shit.

how much longer is this going to last?