Everything is moving so fast, I can hardly hold on. But what is actually holding me steady? I wouldn't be able to answer.
My body is holding onto the little food I am eating, and it pisses me off. I can go without food for two days so far, which is good. I don't need anyone. I had a date, but it was odd. I had a good one awhile ago, I need to see him again. I am going to get that gym membership this week and also get a tattoo when I get paid. Work is messing me up, but I am making it. Barely. But I am making it.
I am delirious right now, which is why this looks odd. I am kind of bummed with what I have been thinking about (certain people) but I guess I need to accept and do what I have to do. I wish so and so was into me, I think he and I could work out, but I am also seriously down for unrequited like (never love). I can't help it. It is always easier that way.

I guess I am over you now, took long enough, right? Wrong. I wish it had been shorter. oh well.
I need to shower. Finals tomorrow. Frick, I cannot do this. I am failing 2 classes this semester. I am moving in August and I don't care. You don't. I can tell.