Yes, yes this is it. This is one of the worst days by far. I really just want to escape. I've already ruined everything and anything here. I want to go back to feeling absolutely nothing again. I want to go back to feeling unhealthy and empty physically. I want to go back to when I was dying faster and faster every day. I need something to just numb me again.
I typed up an entire entry full of shit but I don't even see the point. I just want to sleep.
About Me
- kogepan
- "You mean she would rather imagine herself relating to an absent person than build relationships with those around her?"
1 comment:
why oh why ?! tell me why? you hate life so much?! I'm not saying my life is a wonderland but darn it, i enjoy it! with its ups and downs...it makes it more interesting. When I read what you write you make me feel like I am whether the most lucky person ever or the most stupid one.
If you give up on yourself...don't expect people neither your surroundings in general to fight for you.
You are here to be happy, everything you see, have, and admire is for you to enjoy it. Why you only take the bad stuff?!
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