Fat. Lazy. Unmotivated. I honestly don't know what to do right now. I have a huge test in my comparative politics class tomorrow morning... I totally forgot about it. I am going to drop all my classes except my Spanish class.
Honestly, it is so easy to give up. I'm sick of pushing myself and faking it... I just don't think I can do this anymore.
About Me
- kogepan
- "You mean she would rather imagine herself relating to an absent person than build relationships with those around her?"
1 comment:
Disclamer:
You have no idea who I am. I have no idea who you are. I am aware of how fucked up any advice I give is in this context.
I think i go through what you do, emotionally speaking, in a way sometimes. Ask yourself for a "therefore" sometimes. The problem with constantly stating your problems to yourself ("I am this, this is this, I cant handle this, I feel bad cause of this") and just leaving them alone like that, letting the negativity hang, is that nothing gets resolved. If you constantly say something is a problem to yourself, you need to DO something. How do your problems resolve? Im not saying "stay positive" or pretend shit is easy. that would be dumb. what Im saying is that what works for me is simply following what makes me happy, while being aware of shit that I have to put up with. Dont repress emotions that come as a result of having to endure shit you dont like, but dont let them take you over either. Just feel good knowing you are following whatever your desires are; whatever makes you happy. And dont forget: as long as you are able to articulate your problems, they will never EVER be large enough to paralyze you.
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