"I Lost 43 pounds in 2 weeks!!!"

... if only.



I have so much to type I just can't seem to find the courage.


Note to self:

The diet pills are causing bad side effects:
nausea, chest pains, odd dreams, dizziness, light headedness(not a word.. haha), irritability, cold sweats and weakness.
On the bright side though, I definitely am not hungry... but now I am eating out of boredom... but less than I would normally.

Liquid fasts up the wazoo, and they really do make me feel better... except when I eat a bagel at 6 pm... a failure in itself.

work... stressful. deceit. promotions? maybe I don't want that. I am just so confused on what I should be doing. I am faithful to my mentors though, as if I wouldn't be... You're not as great or handsome as you think... in fact, you've become less attractive. Yes, I said, erm, typed it.

You know, you once told me you liked how when I wrote it wasn't necessary to read between the lines... thank you.


Damn, I lost my train of thought.