Work is seriously crazy. I am starting to feel my body and my mind shutting down.

Oh well, right?

I have a lot on my mind. Whenever I sit down to write, everything just dissipates.

Let me sit here and attempt to form beautiful sentences so you will think more highly of me and truly believe I am educated...

screw it.


I am just glad Laura is back at work, I hope I don't want to quit anymore.

"It covers my eyes. It's all I can see. Say there's some kids playing baseball. All I see is the one kid they won't let play because he tells corny jokes. And no-one thinks they're funny. Or I see a boy and a girl in love and kissing, you know. I just see that they're gonna be one of those sad old couples one day who just cheats on each other and can't even look at each other in the eye. And I feel it. I feel all of their sadness. I feel it probably even worse than that sad old couple or that corny kid will ever feel it.