NOT THAT THIS EVEN MATTERS, but now that I think about it, I don't think you ever really gave two shits about me. You really never cared about me like you did about half the people who never gave a shit. That really sucks because I wasted so much of my time and energy trying to be a good friend to you and you never really did reciprocate it like you did for people who.. you know what, I don't even want to care about this anymore. It is a waste of my time and you don't even give enough of a crap to say anything to me about it. Whatever "man". I hope you flourish in your new town.


I hate constantly fighting. I hate being cold. My room is cold. I am tired. All the time. I fall asleep after everything... why did they make a comment about me falling asleep? I hate myself for sleeping. I need to start taking something to keep me awake.

I need to earn more money. Maybe I should pick up another job.


I just feel so sad.