day 2

I don't want to be annoying, but I feel like that is all I am now. You have moved on it seems and I have not and it also seems you are encouraging me to move on but I just cannot do it. I used to find hope and think one day we could try this out again, but if you are trying to make me move on, I begin to lose that hope. Yeah, I am trying to stay positive and still do things through out the day but I am having such a hard time. it is only day two and this feels pathetic. I am sure you are doing well, keeping busy and hanging out with your friends. probly hanging out with her, also. You don't believe much of what I say anymore which really blows, but I am sorry things didn't work out with her. I do hope they work out for us eventually. I don't want to be jessica stein. here I go being annoying again. You aren't in love but you still love me. I still love you. You say we weren't compatible, I hope when I fix my issues you will see we were. It just sucks when I feel like I am trying to hold onto something that has let go, in that department. I'll stop now with this rant...

edit- day 2 got a bit bad, but nonetheless, you are stronger. good. we will see how day 3 goes...