get your nail done

I spent some time today with Christie and her boyfriend guy Dustin, which was really nice. I know Christie is always trying to protect me, and she has said things only because she thinks they would make me feel better. She has an extremely open mind and so does Dustin, which is really cool. It is nice to be able to be myself and not think about if my friends are going to freak out. I am so glad I got the bad people out of my life, although I wish I had done it sooner.

It was kind of wishful thinking, and maybe a bit lame, but I thought about what it could be like to double date with them because you would get along with them. I don't know, maybe I am just feeling too giddy right now.

But, I really did feel good today, naturally, you were on my mind, it is not like you ever aren't, but, like I said, it felt good to be in a total judgement free zone, because I have only been in those a few times.

The kids miss you. I miss you. The days seem endless at times. I have been getting productive, and I bought one of those fill-in books. I guess, what I mean to say, is day by day, I am beating this stupid depression eating disorder all other problems shit, and it feels so good.

Did you go running today? I think you work tonight, and hopefully you aren't stuck doing all the work again. I hope you're getting enough sleep. How is meow meow? I saw kitties at Petsmart the other day, they were so precious, but nothing compared to lil' meow meow...

Christie painted my nails and my toe nails, just like she said she would... it was funny...