I can smell you everywhere, not just your scent, but your smell in general. You, in general. I have so many thoughts racing in my head right now and I know you do too. Tell me them all. I want your thoughts to coil around my brain, I enjoy sharing with you. It is times like these when I want to write as poetically as you do, but I realize that I get so tongue tied....

Freddy is outside on lizard patrol, barking up a storm.

You do know me, you know me so well. You know my movements without even seeing me. That makes me feel squishy on the inside. Squishy.

Emotions. So many emotions. Magnet. Really. Intensity. There are so many things running through my head. Through yours. Mine. You are the only person who makes me have so many emotions, but can make me feel speechless at the same time.

What can I say? I love you.

Time. Time goes by slowly without you.

Fear. New fears. Fears I installed. Pain. There are times when I feel like I don't deserve you. I want to show you how happy I can make you though. Rambling. You let me ramble though. You do want to hear my thoughts.

Sometimes I feel like saying nothing, but it is wrong because I need to say everything. My mind is blank. I want to see you.

I will have to add more later.