Today the stupid alarm on my computer went off flashing '2 years' and it was so... depressing. Hell yes. This is exactly what I wanted.

All I wanted was you

But you don't see me

You won't see me

You gave up, I can see it. I tried so hard to hold on but you pushed me off the cliff... maybe I was nudging you before, but you just shoved me

I did become a little 'thing'. I think... who cares what I think? Doesn't matter anymore.

I'm alone, too. I'm an idiot for thinking...

I'm just an idiot in general. But no more. I'm making a personal change that I have seen work for other people, so maybe, just maybe it could work for me... it kind of worked before for me, I just need to perfect it...

You won't even tell me what I did to make you start ignoring me.