Sunday, August 15, 2010

ugh

currently freaking out
school starts tomorrow
you're not talking to me
I explained it all
this concludes that you are done
you want to part
you want no more of this/me
you're done.

ouch.

I always felt that nothing worth having comes easy. but you are so...over this. I know it. it sucks. it hurts. ouch.

school starts tomorrow. I have my books. I think I lost a receipt which is really bad if I did. shit.
you rushed to conclusions. I don't know what to do anymore. I keep giving you me, telling you I want this and I want to try for it and you are retracting. Day by day... I think you're done.
you have so much control over me I don't think you even realize it.sometimes I feel like the biggest idiot...mostly in moments like these.

I really just don't know what to do. I want to talk to you. Get this all straightened out. I feel like you hate me right now.

ugh.