the break up is actually finally over with, it feels really really fucking weird. Like, insanely weird. I mean, there was no other way around it though, I don't even know what it was anymore. I mean, besides a huge cluster fuck. I really hope that everything slows down though a lot more now. I think that time is going to be so helpful. I doubt we will come in contact ever again, I mean, she is great at disappearing, it is one thing she did mention.
Mrs. Bush passed away... I didn't think it would hurt this bad. I don't know how to feel besides absolute utter pain... I didn't even get to sa goodbye or anything like that..
fuck it I'm gonna call I don't know how to handle Mrs. Bush...
