You loved me and I loved you back... but I hate what you did to me. Who is to say what I deserve? I know what I deserve, not you. I needed you. You were the one for me, yet you felt that since you came from a different back round, that I should be with someone "better". Well I am sorry, but that is ridiculous. I know what I want, and I don't care how you grew up. I don't care at all... but you broke my heart. And you sunk into the stereotype you claimed you were... I just hated seeing your downfall. I don't love you anymore, I just don't want to go through that again.


You liar. I honestly feel worthless in this relationship we "have". I mean, you talk about and talk to all these disposable girls, which I guess in theory proves I am I worse than that! I would attempt so many times to reach out and who you that you ARE something... that you ARE special... that you have importance... but I guess my word means nothing to you. I don't believe that it ever did. It is hard to continue this friendship when I feel as though I am giving more than I am receiving. You were not really here for me when I needed you. I'm not in love with you, okay? I'm really not. I just care about you, or at least, I did. I thought we both saw the same, but I guess not.


Baby... my baby... hi. Hi hi. You make me happy... hehe. Yes, we have our fights, but who doesn't? There's nothing I enjoy more than your company. You know me better than anyone else in this world. I love you.